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Tuesday, June 29, 2010
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Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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i jus had a dream . a nightmare , that felt like hours of horror , but when i woke up . only 6 minutes had past . heres what i can remember so far from th nightmare . i never wanna have such shit ever again . you may call me crazy or whatever . tis is all i have in my state of shock .
it was so frking real .
again .
jus like i had said
a nightmare that felt like hours of horror . When i woke up , only 6 minutes had past .
i had a similar nightmare before
was about ju-on -.-
freak it .
suddenly
im in my house
my house is like a way where
idk how say nvm
but in th dream
it was my house linked so some long corridor .
den idk why there was like a party going on
not alot of peopl
balloons .
along th only stretch of corridor
air-conditioned btw .
every 10m or so wil have a class number pasted on top of th wall
near th ceiling
in my dream almost every class was "selling" th same thing
orange juice from a dispenser
idk k its jus in my head probably came from homecoming that we're planning for .
idk why are you reading tis .
okay
so everyone left .
jus my older sister
younger sis who was stil very irritating
my mom
and gerald
okay at that moment it was night .
if i rmb correctly it wasn't my older sister
but some auntie had brought this princess girl to my house to stay
at tis point of time i didnt feel like my home
it jus had th same artitectual feel
okay so erm . if yknow what pon tian taks are .
th princess girl who was staying where were we .
suddenly in th dark i saw her she had ju-on which is curse
meaning shes already dead .
but th curse lives inside her .
so she had basically come to kill US .
for some reason running away was not an opinion in my mind
so i hurried to tel my mom .
she was sleeping with th auntie
who took care of th princess girl
i was like
"mommy let me sleep with you . let me freaking sleep with you seriously" .
my mommy didnt know why but she know i was damned serious
so i brought my stuff , which was actually nothing we jus arranged th bed
uh .
yeah
my younger sister and th princess came in .
i was like FREAK
GRACE
GET OUT NOW
YOU FRIKING GET OUT NOW
den my mom was like as usual grace jus go out ..
den we went out .
initially th plan was jus to lock my moms door
den we sleep
idk why but locking doors was so ideal LOL .
as in ideal to hide from th freaking zombies .
i somehow knew th aunitie or rather nanny of th princess could turn into a zombie too .
like those pon tian taks .
thats why i asked my mom to stay away
suddenly down th hall my baby brother began playing catching with me
at that moment i was freaking paranoid
i was like
he's bad too
so in my dream he is bad
uh
yeah
i ran to th kitchen which was at one end .
den i ran back to my room , basically i was trying to lose him
den when i reached my pit dark room
cos tis .
figure of th nanny
sitting down
she had white hair tht she didnt have before
she wasnt moving
but th next time i knew was to SHIT RAN TH HECK OUT NOW . she jus transformer-ed herself.
my babybrother chased me in to th room i went out
he stil got his stupid smilinh face .
i ran to th kitchen
stil trying to lose my baby brother cos i didnt want to suddenly catch up with me if i stop and suddenly change into that freaking one of them
den even before i reaching th kitchen i turned bac
cos th kitchen was freaking pitch dark
and i don rmb anyone
anyone at all turning off th lights
cos i jus ran in and out of th room
th next moment den when i stopped to turn back
as i turned i saw th freaking ju on princess
den i was like kknccbb$%^&*()^%^&ufkuk
im dead .
den she made some horny sound or th sound that pon tian taks make when they wanna kill you
grabbed my hand
i closed my eyes
and said
"i have to believe tis is a dream den tis is a dream"
den i wake up .
you gotta pray for me i think im under too much stress for exams .
it was so frking real .
again .
jus like i had said
a nightmare that felt like hours of horror . When i woke up , only 6 minutes had past .
i had a similar nightmare before
was about ju-on -.-
freak it .
suddenly
im in my house
my house is like a way where
idk how say nvm
but in th dream
it was my house linked so some long corridor .
den idk why there was like a party going on
not alot of peopl
balloons .
along th only stretch of corridor
air-conditioned btw .
every 10m or so wil have a class number pasted on top of th wall
near th ceiling
in my dream almost every class was "selling" th same thing
orange juice from a dispenser
idk k its jus in my head probably came from homecoming that we're planning for .
idk why are you reading tis .
okay
so everyone left .
jus my older sister
younger sis who was stil very irritating
my mom
and gerald
okay at that moment it was night .
if i rmb correctly it wasn't my older sister
but some auntie had brought this princess girl to my house to stay
at tis point of time i didnt feel like my home
it jus had th same artitectual feel
okay so erm . if yknow what pon tian taks are .
th princess girl who was staying where were we .
suddenly in th dark i saw her she had ju-on which is curse
meaning shes already dead .
but th curse lives inside her .
so she had basically come to kill US .
for some reason running away was not an opinion in my mind
so i hurried to tel my mom .
she was sleeping with th auntie
who took care of th princess girl
i was like
"mommy let me sleep with you . let me freaking sleep with you seriously" .
my mommy didnt know why but she know i was damned serious
so i brought my stuff , which was actually nothing we jus arranged th bed
uh .
yeah
my younger sister and th princess came in .
i was like FREAK
GRACE
GET OUT NOW
YOU FRIKING GET OUT NOW
den my mom was like as usual grace jus go out ..
den we went out .
initially th plan was jus to lock my moms door
den we sleep
idk why but locking doors was so ideal LOL .
as in ideal to hide from th freaking zombies .
i somehow knew th aunitie or rather nanny of th princess could turn into a zombie too .
like those pon tian taks .
thats why i asked my mom to stay away
suddenly down th hall my baby brother began playing catching with me
at that moment i was freaking paranoid
i was like
he's bad too
so in my dream he is bad
uh
yeah
i ran to th kitchen which was at one end .
den i ran back to my room , basically i was trying to lose him
den when i reached my pit dark room
cos tis .
figure of th nanny
sitting down
she had white hair tht she didnt have before
she wasnt moving
but th next time i knew was to SHIT RAN TH HECK OUT NOW . she jus transformer-ed herself.
my babybrother chased me in to th room i went out
he stil got his stupid smilinh face .
i ran to th kitchen
stil trying to lose my baby brother cos i didnt want to suddenly catch up with me if i stop and suddenly change into that freaking one of them
den even before i reaching th kitchen i turned bac
cos th kitchen was freaking pitch dark
and i don rmb anyone
anyone at all turning off th lights
cos i jus ran in and out of th room
th next moment den when i stopped to turn back
as i turned i saw th freaking ju on princess
den i was like kknccbb$%^&*()^%^&ufkuk
im dead .
den she made some horny sound or th sound that pon tian taks make when they wanna kill you
grabbed my hand
i closed my eyes
and said
"i have to believe tis is a dream den tis is a dream"
den i wake up .
you gotta pray for me i think im under too much stress for exams .
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Monday, April 19, 2010
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hey guys long time no blog (: above is a picture of my classtee im currently working on ! :D
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Saturday, April 17, 2010
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God has a plan for everybody , everytime . jus wanna share tis short experience (:
Weekends are always hectic for me .
Tomorrow was actually very clashing for th initial schedule .
meaning . i was supposed to have jamming at 9a.m.
Den i had science chemistry remedial @ school at 8a.m. . so i was like . crap . have to go for my remedial cos exams are comingggg . so yeah . den physics is at 10 . ZZZZ . haha . so i'll miss jamming and phebe's worship session .
DEN GUESS WHAT . 180 DEGREES TURN .
Josiah had exams in th morning . so jamming's at 2p.m. ( stil clash with my drum lesson but hey at least not as bad (; ) hahah . and phebe's worship session , i've jus been infrmed that its beeen postponed ! LOL :D YAY !
PTL !
Weekends are always hectic for me .
Tomorrow was actually very clashing for th initial schedule .
meaning . i was supposed to have jamming at 9a.m.
Den i had science chemistry remedial @ school at 8a.m. . so i was like . crap . have to go for my remedial cos exams are comingggg . so yeah . den physics is at 10 . ZZZZ . haha . so i'll miss jamming and phebe's worship session .
DEN GUESS WHAT . 180 DEGREES TURN .
Josiah had exams in th morning . so jamming's at 2p.m. ( stil clash with my drum lesson but hey at least not as bad (; ) hahah . and phebe's worship session , i've jus been infrmed that its beeen postponed ! LOL :D YAY !
PTL !
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Friday, April 16, 2010
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i feel like a girl sometimes .
mood swings in class . mostly . change so fast over your smses .
really happy to see and spend time with you today again .
even though i know i again uber screwed up , i know i am , i jus hope i made your day brighter .
but im stil unassured . are you really for real . or do you think im kidding and playing along . at times i ask in hope for th truth , and you replied half-heartedness . i saddens my heart anw .
imy . don torture me kayyyy~
mood swings in class . mostly . change so fast over your smses .
really happy to see and spend time with you today again .
even though i know i again uber screwed up , i know i am , i jus hope i made your day brighter .
but im stil unassured . are you really for real . or do you think im kidding and playing along . at times i ask in hope for th truth , and you replied half-heartedness . i saddens my heart anw .
imy . don torture me kayyyy~
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Wednesday, April 14, 2010
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im so tied up .
competitions , so i have stacks of unfinished homework . lessons not attended so im stil behind syllabus .
class tee , date line in 5 days . i don't even have a proper solid idea of what im going to design .
so drained .
&you ,
you mean whole much to me. you're so different from others . its not a bad thing . i love you for who you are . im not even sure i should be posting all these all everyone to see . should i lock my blog . ): thats so sad . my blog is to also vent out everything i have to say .
anyway my real wish . is whenever im with you . gimme th right words . actions . to say . Lord . show me how to love you . in a way you'll recognize it . cos words through texts are ... idk how you receive them . but you sending one small word of love is REALLY REALLY ALOT TO ME that it can turn my mood 180 degrees . ask my deskmate in class i went crazy when you told me your dream .
every word you say goes straight through th heart~~
okay . i wanna change th topic .
i wanna talk about my track nats(:
I GOT TWO POINTS FOR MY TRACK B DIV YAY HAHAHAHA .
im quite proud of it cos im like an underdog + sec 3 + i nvr trained for th event i took + i was injured during in-season .
BUT BY GOD'S GRACE , ALL GLORY TO GOD HE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS AND GAVE ME 12.13m I WAS NEVER EVER CAPABLE OF A TRIPLE JUMP . BUT I DID IT . HALLELUJAH .
yepp , today was th last day of track finals . C Div got 2nd (grats!) and we got 7th . awww . but next year we're aiming high hahaha . i have a desire for a medal next year . im not sure for what event . BUT . i have to train 2x hard if i really want it . plus O levels next year . idk ...
but anyway thanks for reading i really feel blogging helps to calm my emotions better .
wanna thank th people who cheered me up esp NAOMI CHIA ! (: thanks so much~
God bless you all , pray to God he really answers our prayer .
competitions , so i have stacks of unfinished homework . lessons not attended so im stil behind syllabus .
class tee , date line in 5 days . i don't even have a proper solid idea of what im going to design .
so drained .
&you ,
you mean whole much to me. you're so different from others . its not a bad thing . i love you for who you are . im not even sure i should be posting all these all everyone to see . should i lock my blog . ): thats so sad . my blog is to also vent out everything i have to say .
anyway my real wish . is whenever im with you . gimme th right words . actions . to say . Lord . show me how to love you . in a way you'll recognize it . cos words through texts are ... idk how you receive them . but you sending one small word of love is REALLY REALLY ALOT TO ME that it can turn my mood 180 degrees . ask my deskmate in class i went crazy when you told me your dream .
every word you say goes straight through th heart~~
okay . i wanna change th topic .
i wanna talk about my track nats(:
I GOT TWO POINTS FOR MY TRACK B DIV YAY HAHAHAHA .
im quite proud of it cos im like an underdog + sec 3 + i nvr trained for th event i took + i was injured during in-season .
BUT BY GOD'S GRACE , ALL GLORY TO GOD HE ANSWERED MY PRAYERS AND GAVE ME 12.13m I WAS NEVER EVER CAPABLE OF A TRIPLE JUMP . BUT I DID IT . HALLELUJAH .
yepp , today was th last day of track finals . C Div got 2nd (grats!) and we got 7th . awww . but next year we're aiming high hahaha . i have a desire for a medal next year . im not sure for what event . BUT . i have to train 2x hard if i really want it . plus O levels next year . idk ...
but anyway thanks for reading i really feel blogging helps to calm my emotions better .
wanna thank th people who cheered me up esp NAOMI CHIA ! (: thanks so much~
God bless you all , pray to God he really answers our prayer .
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